There’s a Child Inside You, Waiting to Be Noticed…
We’re going through times when the weather is getting colder.
In such times, nature takes on a completely different beauty. The snow scene occasionally seen in the highlands, streams overflowing from the rain, plains covered in every tone of green, and many more pleasant and harmonious beauties like these somewhat soften the grumpy and rebellious attitude of the cold.
Words spoken in the sound of the rain outside on long winter evenings and nights, the truths we struggle with, burn and disappear with the fire burning inside us, sometimes a small piece of branch that has shrunk in a corner, by the shore, in solitude, like escaping from burning.
We wonder and are amazed at where the rain falling sometimes with thunder and sometimes on its own takes us and where it takes us from.
The emotions and happiness we experience in our hearts where words turn into words is like drinking vanilla-flavored coffee that we can’t even admit to ourselves…
Everyone has a feeling of loneliness somewhere inside, even one they can’t admit to themselves…
I compare this to the tea made by my aunt in the village whom I love very much, with carnation, cinnamon and anise scent…
It’s bitter even if a little, but we can’t give it up because of its scent
What kind of paradox is this, right my Dear Readers?
The skin contact you experience with your loved one, even the most loving hugs can’t fill the void created by that feeling of loneliness…And they can’t even reach…
Last night I thought about these things, in the enchanting and peaceful light my desk lamp spread into the dark room, in the rain and storm outside, with a slight smile on my face…
We’re looking for a person who will love us without leaving any gap, are you aware?
Once we understand that this is impossible, we let everything flow.
Some of us are lucky and realize this. Some of us keep looking for this difference in every person without realizing it…
No love is enough to fill that void. The lives of those who can’t understand this are spent in vain with a meaningless search and wait.
They consume many lives in the same way.
I’ve thought a lot about this. The best thing we can do is to simply accept this void that exists within us. We also need this void.
There is no loneliness in that place contrary to what is thought, if you look closely, there is the child within us.
To be able to see and understand this…
The child who seeks love, who seeks affection and whose eyes smile has no expectation from us other than sincerity, it’s the little child waiting for us, you know what we call emptiness…
I know maybe you too have thought and felt this child in unnamed times. Don’t look now sadly and sorrowfully, there’s your childish side in that void.
You understand and can love them the most. The loneliness and the void that no one can fill will end the day you can notice your childish side….
Have a nice weekend…